Name

Symptom

ID#

Description

A BOY

A BOY

BVC#112

Somehow the expression,"it's a boy" was not felt to be okay. The parents' original desire for a girl is felt by the "child within" that his gender is wrong and therefore he is both a disappointment and a flaw throughout his life. Releasing the exaggeration of the parents' desire in your mind allows the joy of being male, which was part of the plan before you were born.

A DIM

ANOTHER DIMENSION

BVC#120

Seems to drift in a dreamy, other dimension-like, spaced out, apathetic ADD.  Often will trace imaginary patterns, do repetitive small actions and frequently may suck on food. Can't follow through on thoughts or directions by others. Mild to severe obstinacy.

A GIRL

A GIRL

BVC#111

Somehow the expression “it’s a girl" was not felt to be okay. The parents' original desire for a boy is felt by the "child within" that her gender is wrong and therefore she is both a disappointment and a flaw throughout her life. Releasing the exaggeration of the parents' desire in your mind allows the joy of being female, which was part of the plan before you were born.

A PLACE

A PLACE FOR ME

BVC#60

Belief that there is not a place for the person in the world. Strong sense that the world does not welcome or accept them and that there is little hope of ever finding an acceptance of what they are or what they do. Concurrent loss of idea of what they can do.

ADDICT

ADDICTION

BVC# 1

Got to have or do whatever confirms that they are right or special. Sometimes a way of defending their integrity

AKNO

ACKNOWLEDGED

BVC#90

Person feels like they are not acknowledged enough and seek a bottomless pit of praise and recognition . . . Which can never be enough. Always strives for acknowledgement and often hides the search with a display of superiority.

ALC ADD

ALCOHOL ADDICTION

BVC# 2

Alcohol confirms that they are accepted in their own world

ALN NOT

ALONE NOT

BVC #213

Fear of being alone in life that does not necessarily include the fear of being lonely.

ANI FAV

ANIMAL FAVOR

BVC#87

Prefers animal company over people. Life often revolves around one or more animals. Balance is needed because the emphasis fosters distrust of people. There are commonly concurrent digestive problems.

ANXO

ANXIOUS

BVC# 3

Usually afraid they'll miss something or not learn enough. Anxiety about many details and needs

APATHY

APATHY

BVC#134

For people who could "care less" for so many issues, that they hardly have interest in living. High degrees of "boredom" usually come from brain growths, yet for the exaggerated disregard that does not search replacement, this may help. If the subject is not even concerned about apathy, he/she confirms the need for the remedy.

API FOB

APIPHOBIA

BVC#61

Phobia about bees, wasps

APREC

APPRECIATED

BVC#75

If you depend on others for statements or acts of appreciation, you are working yourself into a box of non-self acceptance. Allowing you to appreciate you becomes a subtle way of allowing your spiritual self and connection to the creative forces to emerge.

BERING

BEARINGS

BVC# 4

Disorientation

BG ENUF

BIG ENOUGH

BVC#175

Fear of being insufficiently large enough to (A) Protect yourself and your family (B) Defend yourself in life (C) Accomplish what you want or (D) Carry all the things you want to accumulate. The exaggeration of this fear from childhood or before often results in excessive weight. Bigness is better carried in character, compassion and love - all of which have no physical weight.

BLAME

 BLAME

BVC#80

The propensity to blame others and find fault with their actions. Too much emphasis on others' mistakes makes you miss your own.

BND EXP

BOUNDARIES EXPAND

BVC #232

We have all learned boundaries in childhood and society. In childhood, many learned boundaries as an expression of love by parents.  95% of the population has this borna wherein boundaries and limitations are somehow connected to being loved. Expanding the boundaries is not a rejection of love, but more commonly a process of overcoming self-imposed limitations. The remedy will not expand boundaries beyond a character makeup. Instead it will broaden the possibilities of how to express love and happiness.

BOK WRT

BOOK WRITE

BVC#33

Phobias around writing books, papers, articles.  Includes fear of material being inadequate or quickly outdated.

BOSS OK

BOSS OKAY

BVC#91

For those with a fear of authority, from bosses to power figures to institutions of authority.

BRTH RT

BIRTH RITE

BVC#72

Acting as if you don't have the right to be here, to create, to enjoy, to be a human being in the fullest sense.

BUG OUT

BUG OUT

BVC#37

Fear of parasites, usually fear is mostly about parasites getting on or in the person. Easily extends to fear of others who MIGHT have parasites

BUSY

BUSY BUSY BUSY

BVC#106

The fear that others will perceive you as lazy is exceeded only by your own fear of being worthless.  The virus-exaggerated call to action breeds confusion, disorganization and stagnation around you.  Better to be a human being than a human doing.

CAPABL

CAPABLE

BVC#50

No matter how much you've proven yourself capable on the job, in relationships, in war, you still inwardly berate yourself as incapable.  Often reinforced in childhood by an authority figure.

CAT SCZ

CATATONIC SCHIZOPHRENIA

BVC#58

Very withdrawn, sometimes to the exclusion of others, and often in another world of their own

CAUGHT

CAUGHT

BVC#187

Wanting to get caught doing something wrong. A pursuit of negative attention often so that you can be genuinely sorry, apologetic and remorseful. You may be tempted to say, "The devil made me do it" when actually the virus made you do it. This applies to self-destructive behavior in relationships, theft, deceit and similar behavior.

CEP CEP

ACCEPT/RECEIVE

BVC#74

Allowing yourself to both accept and truly receive from others is an act of spiritual trust, putting aside vague martyristic patterns from society. It is also a gift to the giver.

CHNG LS

CHANGE LESS

BVC#65

Loss of most anything (including a tooth), including the sale of something once owned, paralysis, makes angry and leads to self-pity and victimization consciousness.

CHOS BE

CHOOSE TO BE

BVC#102

The obsession with denying our ability to choose to be all that we are.  For people who feel "I can't": people who fear to venture into doing greater work because they can't figure out what it is.

CHSTIZ

CHASTISE

BVC#139

Usually there is a deep unconscious self-blaming and beratement for being inadequate in some area of your life. It may start with blaming yourself for not correcting your parents' conflicts when you were age 4. Whatever the self judgement is about, the issue takes on overtones of inadequacy in the eyes of God. Physiologically it sends a hormone from the adrenals that shuts functions down, frequently the lymph system (toxin removal) which causes weight gain.

CLEAN

CLEAN

BVC#40

Fear of uncleanliness that leads people to constantly clean themselves (several showers/day), the area where they clean and into extreme measures to keep from contamination.

CLOSFB

CLAUSTROPHOBIA

BVC#127

The fear of being enclosed. Formerly a non-borna formula.

CLS FRE

CLOISTER FREE

BVC#216

A fear of going outside "safe" boundaries, like your home.

This remedy is designed for old souls who have made a deep commitment to service but feel highly used and little appreciated. They almost feel slaves to their own compulsion to service. They begrudge their own actions because they are not sufficiently paid, because they feel people do not recognize their value and, because they feel helpless to change it all. Hopefully this remedy helps return the sense of their own appreciation for their opportunity to express the beauty of the universe in service.

CMP SRV

CAMP SURVIVOR

BVC#149

The survivors of concentration camps carry a guilt about living when so many others died. In physiological and emotional form this has transferred to include children and grandchildren.

CNC SHD

CANCER SHIELD

BVC#35

Phobia about contracting cancer

Merging with your inner self and with your position in the universe seems spiritually and emotionally unobtainable. Only your exaggerated belief holds you back, because the truth is that is your true destiny. Don't let a little virus get in the way of knowing that you can obtain this.

Although a person may complete a task or episode in their life they never feel completion. The senses of non-completion are incorrect, but they feel like an ever growing number of mild cliff hangers. The person may have done all that is necessary and fully completed the task by all standards, but they continue to feel like more is needed. This is different from the person who can never actually complete tasks or agreements.

COMPLT

COMPLETE

BVC#141

They seem to never complete a task and are practically incapable of overcoming the paralysis. (See also PROCRS).

CREATE

CREATIVE FREEDOM

BVC#71

Acting within the boundaries of social and academic agreement without giving yourself the license to truly create. The spirit is always found in the creative, but so many try to find the creative by fulfilling rituals

CRIT-O

CRITICAL-OTHERS

BVC#131

Often an internal, sometimes voiced criticism of other's appearance, demeanor, lack of consideration (especially for people "like" you). Their lacking is seen as the unwillingness to do better. Before you let go of this, be sure to see where the criticism is actually applicable to you.

CRIT-S

CRITICAL-SELF

BVC#130

Always criticizing yourself for a variety of issues from mistakes to clumsiness to forgetfulness and yatta yatta yatta. Somehow what was done correctly needs to be given at least equal recognition. (See also SLF LTH).

Many people have great talents but eat too much humble pie. Humility, non-deserving, non-acceptance and other beliefs may be behind the process of accepting too little for yourself. These subjects often have too little money and too little fun because they accept too little for themselves. They are often under-employees, under expressed and not understood enough. This remedy is to help those people accept their whole cake and not just the crumbs.

CRN JRK

CORNEA JERK

BVC#144

Attraction to compulsively look at the physical appearance of someone, usually from sexual excitement. The attraction feels like fantasy interruptus - look but don't act. The process is a compulsive distraction from whatever your task.

CROWDS

CROWDS

BVC#128

For people who become uncomfortable in large crowds, especially in enclosed rooms and more especially in crowded elevators (See also CLAUS). Helps you get over the feeling of being potentially smothered.

CRTCZD

CRITICIZED

BVC#157

A fear of being criticized that often drives people to become workaholics, exercisaholics, dietaholics, overachievers. You avoid the expected criticism you perceive could happen by doing whatever you think will shield you.

D/S CMPL

DAUGHTER/SON COMPLETION

BVC# 268

DARE BE 

DARE TO BE

BVC#114

For those who feel they do not have the fortitude to push themselves past the limitations of how they were raised so that they can be more than they currently conceive. As in CHOOSE TO BE, there's a fear of "I can't". This goes further to a fear that parents and childhood friends will feel you abandoned them and don't love them, which will risk them not loving you anymore and seems to risk your very foundation. Your foundation is in God and in your contribution, which will increase love from most.

DCD RIT

DECIDE RIGHT

BVC#137

As in "buyers remorse", there is the constant doubt about the correctness of a previous decision. Similar to the term of "second guessing", the person wonders if their action was a guess or an act of wisdom. The remedy becomes a step in testing yourself and the universe.

DECIDE

DECISIVENESS

BVC#138

With this combination of pathogens it is hard to make a decision, including the decision to take this remedy. It feels like a combination of not wanting to and not being able to make a decision coupled with a hope that circumstances will make the decision for you.

DEEP FR

DEEPEST FEAR

BVC#180

From a speech by Nelson Mandella, "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. . .  As we let our light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we liberate from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

DEFENS

DEFENSE

BVC#41

People who are easily hurt by criticism or perception of criticism, no matter how constructively it is offered.  Engenders defensiveness. Commonly they privately think what to say to defend themselves.

DIREC

DIRECTOR

BVC# 5

Control issues.  Needs to control and direct. As child passive whiner

DNY REL

DENY REALITY

BVC#171

A virus-exaggerated, subconscious attitude of not judging. Assuming unusual circumstances are simply unusual and not warnings of the inappropriate, you manage to deny reality under the guise of open-mindedness. When you find yourself in the wrong situation at the wrong time you mistakenly assume you have bad judgement instead of this virus.

DOMO

DOMODOM

BVC# 6

Needs to control things and have them his/her way.

DPR ANX

DEPRESSION ANXIETY

BVC #227

Almost any form of anxiety triggers and magnifies depression with this condition. After awhile depression feels constant. There is often anger and bitiness that comes with it. Prevotella Melaningenenica, combined with a pituitary lump and retrovirus can bring on a similar depression.

DRIVER

DRIVER

BVC#214

Fear of driving.

DRK LIT

DARK LIGHT

BVC# 197

A fear of darkness called "nyctophobia". Halloween antics are not fun and you want a light where you sleep when this is strong. With the remedy darkness will be no more scary than a shadow in bright sunlight.

DRMA QK

DRAMA QUEEN/KING

BVC #229

Some people seem addicted to drama as a means of attention or a way of life. Though they may deny the obsession, drama somehow appears in their transitions, relationships and sometimes their demeanor. They may be afraid to take this remedy for fear life will become boring or non effective without frequent drama. Instead they might expect life to become steadier, more building and less chaotic.

DRT LES

DIRT LESS

BVC#36

Fear of dirt from an unknown source.

DSRV

DESERVE

BVC#64

Belief that I don't deserve anything good, even though I might profess quite the opposite.

EMB CHT

EMBEDDED CHATTER

BVC#123

The mundane, often trivial details to take care of become an exaggerated pattern of thought. Did I pay the bills, buy groceries, get the office work done, etc? Patternistic thoughts crowd out new thoughts and progress on life work. It is like breaking out of a rut on small-stuff thinking.

EMBARS

EMBARRASS

BVC#100

There is an embarrassment about so many mistakes in life that the person almost physically shutters to think about them.  They feel almost doomed to make mistakes, so even when they are right they feel they will later be wrong and tend not to own their accomplishments or their life.

END ENZ

ENDOCRINE ENZYMES

BVC#44

Coordination of pineal/pituitary for use (not assimilation ) of enzymes in brain and body.  Brain functions slowly so that they don't think they can keep up with their relationships, job, society

ENUFF

ENOUGH

BVC#98

Not enough becomes a life theme so that the definition of enough is lost.  Without realizing it we think we never do enough, accomplish enough or are recognized enough.

ESCAPE

ESCAPE

BVC#176

For people who constantly remove themselves from reality and escape into another world. This covers everything from excessive day dreaming, fantasizing, ear phone music systems, video games, romance novels plus numbing of self with food, drugs and alcohol. This will help one accept reality and the earth plane, plus be more present in the moment. Different from ANOTHER DIMENSION. 

EVE ELS

EVERYBODY ELSE

BVC#63

Everybody else comes first and I don't count.  Remedies will work for everybody else, but not for me.  Good things can happen for everybody else, but not for me.

EX EX

EXCUSES EXCUSES

BVC#109

In this instance, the many pronged fear of inability relies on excuses to muddle through. In some ways these excuses expand to excuses and apologies for even existing. Healing this infection allows many other parts of life to heal.

EXC EXP

EXCESSIVE EXPECTATIONS

BVC#222

For those who have an exagerated, more than ideal expectation of themselves, other people and organizations.  The people quote personal slights and missed performances of others as the details of the criteria (that seenm to be established when they feel things did not go their way). There are elements of usually feeling very right about their own actions. Many stocially keep the issue inside as if their standards are universal and everybody else should know what they think is right. One boyaged 9 with this borna almost quit talking to other children. Taking the remedy does not make the person wrong. It simply expands the acceptance that others have different criteria and plans than they have (with no judgements, unless the person needs other Bornas about judgement).

EXCT AD

EXCITEMENT ADDICTION

BVC#143

Makes all other aspects of life look boring. There are overtones of perceived social rejection and self imperfection which heads the subject towards distracting exciting behavior. Some go to high risk adventure, some to crime and some to sex.

EXP INT

EXPRESS INTELLIGENCE

BVC#220

Several viruses combine to block expression of intelligence in a way that bottles up many forms of inner knowing. The results can range from a feeling of lack of self confidence, procrastination, persistent ineffectiveness. Even obstructionism through indirect expression to occupational or social demands may come out. In time this could even progress to such a strong frustration that resentment and hostility are expressed to almost everyone. The personality will then be seen as stubborn, negative and spiteful, which is the time the subject needs to use that inner intelligence to take this remedy. You may be very smart inside and even a nice person, but this combination may block you from success and relationships.

EXPCNS

EXPECTATIONS

BVC#173

People want and expect more from "me" than I want to give. Their expectations may drain me and take away from what I want to do (my calling in life). Spouses, family, bosses and the public seem like the perpetrators as I become overburdened.  This is a perception that may not be nearly as real as felt and will be magnified in the person's mind.

F SHOCK

FATHER SHOCK

BVC#121

When a child comes, the primordial responsibility of bring home the bread hits a father as he gazes on the sweet face of the new obligation. He becomes numb to theoretical or abstract thoughts, fits all relationships (including his wife) into this primary need and becomes something of an automaton in the fulfillment of his income-winning task. Hopefully perspective and trust in the world can be regained.

There is a self judgment of being a failure. This remedy is magnified by almost any other Borna Virus Combination.

FAS

FETAL ALCHO SYND

BVC# 7

Belligerent, non-cooperative.  May be present even if mother did not drink during pregnancy. Father may be drinker.

This is for an exaggerated fear of females saying no and makes the person avoid associations where a female can say no. This often starts with experiences with mothers and is usually accompanied by a non-Borna remedy, Fear Memory. The single word is made powerful by the Borna exaggeration and becomes one of the most dreaded words a female can say to the person with this affliction.

This is for an exaggerated fear of males saying no and makes the person avoid associations where a male can say no. This often starts with experiences with fathers and is usually accompanied by a non-Borna remedy, Fear Memory. The single word is made powerful by the Borna exaggeration and becomes one of the most dreaded words a male can say to the person with this affliction.

Many people subconsciously hold this exaggerated fear starting with experiences with the mother. It is generalized to a fear that all females seek to control your life. The strength of the fear often attracts domineering females. You don't have to believe that anyone seeks to directly control your life, much less a female.

Many people subconsciously hold this exaggerated fear starting with experiences with the father. It is generalized to a fear that all males seek to control your life. The strength of the fear often attracts domineering males. You don't have to believe that anyone seeks to directly control your life, much less a male.

FLOW

FLOW SENSE

BVC#73

Ignoring the flow of life and the universe. Disbelief that I can find that flow and join with it. Disconnection with the living design of life and its connection to all things.

FLT FRT

FLIGHT FRIGHT

BVC#177

White knuckle, nervous flyers who fear the worst and sweat propellers. They are easily upset if the pilot doesn't sound right on the intercom, if the wind sounds are unusual, if the plane turns steeply, etc. Anything out of the ordinary is frightening, as is some of the ordinary.

FNS YST

FINISH YESTERDAY 

BVC#52

With new tasks, can't stop for rest until project is done.  Drives coworkers nuts and is disgusted with others without same attitude and inhuman drive

FOD FOD

FOOD FOOD

BVC#148

Compulsive consumption of large guantities of food, usually with little regard to taste.

FREE ME

FREE ME

BVC#217

For those who put themselves through a myriad of self punishments to keep themselves enslaved to some idea that success and happiness will take them away from God. The multiple justifications for punishments spin such  a compound spider web of success prevention that you can only abandon logic and say "free me".

FT PHOB

FAT PHOBIA

BVC#156

A fear of getting fat that drives people to anorexia, bulimia or other forms of avoiding food and/or fat. Astrocytoma, Can SI, and Campylobacter are part of the physiological cause for panic about the issue (as well as the answer to panic disorders). This will not push into becoming a pig. Usually there are other borna-based anxieties in addition, ie ANXO, CRIT-S, SLF LTH, CHSTIZ, GORGES, FOD FOD, PAT, etc.

The subject never seems to  be fulfilled in life. Even though it is only an exaggerated belief by the subject, it feels like a curse or a hex. Even though there is physical fulfillment it is never fulfilling to the subject.

FUT FER

FUTURE FEAR

BVC#167

An uneasy apprehension of what negative things might happen in the future. There is a concurrent reluctance and partial paralysis about making firm plans for the future. Life seems unsure.

FUT SPT

FUTURE SUPPORT

BVC#42

Fear that there will not be anybody to support their efforts in the future, if they need help. Limits the thought of making organizations that can do more than they can single-handedly.

GEN BS

GENDER BIAS

BVC#215

Dislike to fear of the opposite sex, in a non-homosexual bias. The person may sexually prefer the gender they can't stand to talk with or be with. Relationships can be very difficult and confusing.

GEN FEM

GENDER FEMALE

BCC#56

Acts more female than actual gender

GEN MAL

GENDER MALE

BVC#57

Acts more male than actual gender

GET EAS

GETTING IT EASIER

BVC#223

This remedy is very similar to Life's A Breeze. With this group the person has exagerated the belief that nothing will be accomplished that does not require lots of effort. They feel they need to do a lot to "get it". The belief makes them do extra work to accomplish what could be done more simply. With this formula the person leans how to simplify tasks and routines to the essentials and still accomplish essentailly the same bottom line. Getting it becomes easier and the intuition is allowed to join with the native intelligence.

GLM DOM

GLOOM & DOOM

BVC#133

Usually expecting a calamity in some part of our existence dampens the joy of the other parts of our living. Although seemingly "bad" things do happen in the world, it is better to prudently plan for the consequences than dwell on an exaggerated effect.

GLT BLM

GUILT BLAME

BVC#110

As a way of blaming others for interfering with you and your agenda, you make others feel guilty. For example, when someone stops/interrupts you from your task, you respond something like, "That's okay, but 200 people will probably die because you stopped me".

GOD BET

GOOD MAKES BETTER

BVC #228

A feeling, very often very deep inside, that if something good happens it is a sign that soon something bad, probably worse will happen. The subject therefore never allows full happiness for fear of the expected/imagined consequences. One person realized she had "imitated happiness" and therefore happiness remained a concept, but not a reality. With this remedy the expectation of  something even better could happen might replace dire expectations.

GOD PLS

GOD PLUS

BVC#117

For those who have a deep belief, conscious or unconscious, that one can only love God.  It prevents them from expression or reception of love from/to another for fear of abandoning/betraying God. There is a suspicion that a relationship with another will have negative repercussions from God. It is OK to love God plus other expressions of God. 

GOOD BY

GOOD BYE

BVC #164

Replaces the remedy REJOIN. When someone leaves and there is no closure, some feel abandoned (even if this word is not used). Usually this stems from childhood (not always) and the feeling is magnified by this virus so that you feel that all people of a similar status will do the same (i.e. your father leaves before you are born so you feel all men will abandon you).

GORGES

GORGEOUS

BVC#140

For those who consider their looks ugly, despite the facts. They often either hate mirrors or have lots of them around (or both).

GOT BUY

GOTTA BUY

BVC#125

Some people feel the need to buy, whether because of impulse to own, empowerment displays, coveting or preparedness. With this impulse, the rationale is far secondary to simply buying. You've won when you walk past bargains. (See also SHP HOL)

GREMLN

GREMLINS

BVC#146

The perception of something inside compelling you to do negative things to yourself and others (or to property). Often includes self mutilation (tattoos, piercings, torture (physical or emotional), sometimes bombings and pyrodestruction. Feeling of being suffocated.

GRN GRS

GREENER GRASS

BVC#185

Always looking at other opportunities and wanting something you don't have with the assumption that the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence. Logically the people are happy with what they have, but the virus pushes them to want what others have.

GRT ACT

GREAT ACCIDENT

BVC#113

For those who learned they were conceived by accident when their parents were not planning a child (and often did not want a child). There's a feeling of not being wanted, being undesirable, being unacceptable and having little right to be alive. Life manifestations range from a series of failed relationships to workaholics. The issue is more that you are a determined soul who can change an "accident" to a "great act".

GRTCHI

GRITCHIES

BVC#38

Fear of all kinds of microorganisms.  Might overlap with DRT LES, ULT CLN, BUG OUT

HAP WAP

HAPPY WHAP

BVC# 8

Depression, along with other Borna-based emotions

HET FER

HEIGHT FEAR

BVC#190

Officially "acrophobia" this is a bonafide phobia about heights or even the thought of heights. A person who is mortified on the edge of mountains or sky scrapers. To some degree many of us have some extra care with heights and danger, but this is close to paralyzing and nauseating in strong cases. May go well with FLT FRT.(Formerly a non-Borna formula).

HGH LOW

HIGH LOW

BVC#147

Similar to the discarded term of manic depressive. The subject has either emotional highs of elation, sometimes bordering into euphoria with boundless energy, then a crash to sadness bordering into despair and catatonia. The highs have delusions of grandeur, while the lows often have extreme worthlessness. Times of "normal" inject in varying time frames. Blood sugar problems and alcohol intensify mostly the lows.

HIDE NT

HIDE NOT

BVC#99

For people who don't like people to look at them.  They are usually willing to work, even when they know people will see them (entertainment), but don't want to be looked at when not working. (Somewhat the opposite of stage fright).

HOM SAF

HOME SAFE

BVC#183

Fear of your home or life being invaded. Some will check doors and windows nightly; others will overly suspect identity theft, government tampering, car jacking, arrest, etc. Won't it be nice to experience how much of the apprehension was only fueled by a virus?

HR KEEP

HAIR KEEP

BVC#81

For an obsession of pulling out one's hair called trichotillomania. Hair pulling/cutting issues are often an emotional protest.

HRO SAV

HERO TO SAVIOR

BVC#135

Imagining or manifesting circumstances which would place you as needing to "save the day". Some would call this the messianic complex. Whether it is a society problem, a person's life or some injustice, you feel like you are called to fix it. Sometimes you're right, but not as often as it seems.

HYP CON

HYPOCHONDRIA

BVC#192

A fear of having some sickness or calamity. There is a constant suspicion that something is wrong with the health or will go wrong with the health or might go wrong with the health or is, will, and might go wrong with anything. The anxiety feels all balled up like the previous sentence structure. To take this remedy the person must be assured it is safe, has no negative side effects and will not irreparably damage their personality in some way. All of those safety factors are built into this remedy. (Formerly a non-Borna formula.)

INCLUDE ME

Some have a fear of being left out of activities or parts of life. The fear magnifies to a general fear of being left out of anything you hold dear. It expands to a suspicion that people are plotting to exclude you or planning to eliminate your presence. See also INCLUD.

INCLUD

INCLUSION

BVC#92

A feeling of being excluded from groups, organizations and community that creates a vague to strong feeling of being an outcast           .

INF CMP

INFERIORITY COMPLEX

BVC#170

A pervading, underlying feeling of not being good enough and not being able to do good enough. Often the person feels that their best will be unsatisfactory and no matter what they do, it won't succeed.

INHIB

INHIBITED

BVC# 9

Doesn't see own value, overly fearful of imposing themselves on someone. Like former nun or monk

INJ NOT

INJURE NOT

BVC#221

For Self Mutilation Disorder or Self Injurious Disorder. This issue carries a desire to injure the self by any of cutting, burning, puncturing, hitting, scarring, bone breaking or tattooing. The subjects do not so much feel they are injuring themselves, but instead are using pain to make a feeling of being more in control of their lives. The pain plus the remaining badges of pain often are stated as an avoidance of feeling self-loathing, alienation, numbness, worthlessness and detachment. They often state they would rather feel physical pain than emotional pain. The injuries are not a suicide attempt - death does occur sometimes - but more an attempt to gain attention.

ISOLAT

ISOLATED

BVC#54

Cocoons self so that no one can understand or effectively communicate with them. Like autism

The subject holds an exaggerated apprehension of how they will be judged in the future for what they do or don't do in the present. Ironically the same person appears perfectly willing to surpass "rules" of the present, even though they fear how they will be judged on "universal principles".

This is a remedy of exaggerated self-judgment as a betrayer like Judas (before his writings disclosed that his "betrayal" was requested by Jesus). The subject almost subconsciously feels they should be punished even when they do good things. They seem to have invented the expression, "No good deed goes unpunished". They feel neither understood nor appreciated by others and have doubts about both feelings for themselves. So many things don't seem to work for them.

JELO

JEALOUSY

BVC#10

Jealous

JOY JOY

JOY ABUNDANCE

BVC#69

Subconscious denial of joy in the life. Frequently the claim that whatever they are doing brings lots of joy, when the face and the actions reads differently

JUST SO

JUST SO

BVC#11

Classical addiction to having things exactly positioned right. Obsessive about looks of house and often, self

JUSTIC

JUSTICE

BVC#206

For a consuming worry about injustice in the world. Subjects commiserate over conditions of injustice as if they are living it more than the "victims". Subjects are impelled to causes, protests, etc. like moths to a flames. Their own life can become a victim of the feelings as much as the victims of the injustices they fight. The remedy helps gain a perspective that will make their actions more prudent and effective without martyrdome. Worse with FAS and Penituberculosis.

KLEPTO

KLEPTOMANIA

BVC# 188

Not to be confused with "klutz". A compulsion to take what is not yours. A need to steal (usually petty theft, like shoplifting) driven by the borna virus.

KNK KNK

KNOCK KNOCK

BVC#211

For a compulsion to knock or rap on everything within reach from desks to walls to fences to cars, etc.

KNW MOR

KNOW MORE

BVC#136

Although the person would not think to use the term, people would call them "know it all"s because of the overbearing demeanor. They feel they should know all the answers and they act accordingly. This remedy will not diminish what they do know, but open the doors of self-expectation in order to know more.

LAC LAC

LACKING

BVC#12

Fear of not having enough, like money for 20 years from now for your 30 year-old children

LAMB NT

LAMB NOT

BVC#76

Always sacrificing your actions, vein of thinking, way of life, desires and goals for a spouse or an organization makes you a continual sacrificial lamb, living on the martyrisitic and masochistic borderland of guilt about even existing. Bringing into balance the art of mutual enablement to do what you are called to do in your soul contract helps everyone.

LET GO

LETTING GO

BVC#13

Hangs on to thoughts. Won't let go of them. May often repeat thoughts to self and others

LIF BRE

LIFE'S A BREEZE

BVC#174

When everything seems like a struggle and so few things go smoothly, life can hardly feel worth the effort. As the American expression goes, "Life's a bitch". The need to struggle may be magnified by the borna virus and the removal of this combination may help you see, find and attract easier ways.

LIF LOV

LIFE LOVE

BVC#182

Some of us perceive life as a painful process with few interludes of acceptability. There is a fear of life and the life force as one painful event after another. It is surrounded by a general apprehension of unsafe and an expectancy of the worst. Thank God there are many living who enjoy life and prove that this is an exaggerated viewpoint that can be changed.

LIF PAR

LIFE PARTICIPATION

BVC#70

Going through the motions of life without really being there. Forgetting that you can gain from life deep in your soul if you will only let yourself be more than social expectations. Lots of busy busy without smelling the roses in the process.

LIF WSH

LIFE WISH

BVC#86

Person has unwanted death wish that is commonly conscious, but uncommonly discussed. Many have an unconscious death wish that only shows by the frequent number of diseases they catch, one after another.

LOV IDE

LOVE IDEA

BVC#163

There is an infatuation with the idea of loving and being in love. Somewhat oblivious to facts, there is a dreamy existence somewhere between reality and fantasy that often takes you from one "lover" to the next. True love is almost impossible with this affliction.

LOV NUF

LOVE ENOUGH

BVC #233

For people who think they are unable to love enough. They feel that no matter what they do that involves love that it will not be enough and they will disappoint whomever they love.

 One mistake is exaggerated to a failure judgment about every endeavor. Instead of seeing a mistake as a learning step, it is processed as a sign that everything the subject does is wrong. There is considerable (unnecessary) self criticism and profound loss of confidence along this path. Life could be a lot better without this even though a person may have learned to live with themselves holding some degree of this belief.

 A sense of needing someone to give permission for you to proceed with parts of your life that virtually rules progress. The "someone" is usually a vague concept ranging from God through authority figures to parents. There is an assumption that certain levels of activity are not within your range of choice by yourself. The "someone" must declare approval before you are free to act. It also has tinges of feeling you are being "right" to withhold yourself until the approval is given from God knows where. 

 This remedy is based on an ancient religious-based belief that any pleasure accepted is a denial of God focus. Therefore the denial of pleasure is thought to ensure a dedication to a Godly life. It is a fairly strong issue for most of the religions of the Piscean age of martyrism. It is frequently not a conscious belief, but is frequently a deeply held subconscious belief. There is a question of how valuable the belief was before 1975 and there is an even greater question of it now in the Aquarian age. If the fulfillment of a life purpose is to do what you love to do (and feel called by the universe of God to do), the acceptance of pleasure could help the acceptance of what you are called for.

 The subject holds themselves to an imaginary standard of perfect in almost all areas of life. Feeling they never quite obtain the status of perfect, they become masters of hiding their standards and appear almost overly humble. It's tough to live with them because they are so tough on themselves. They often wear out their pancreases because there is little recognition of the sweetness of life. They wear out their adrenals, pituitary and thymus through the worry about doing things "right". Their brains are usually in turmoil; and they act their way through a facade of satisfaction or acceptance of life. Everybody but them sees they are accomplishing splendidly. Worse with failure judgment.

There are souls who feel bound to do everything according to the correct rule. Sometimes the rules are written. Sometimes the rules are not written. Regardlessly the person has to do what they do according to some outside dictate. In areas where they don't know the rules, they gladly follow someone who thinks they know the rules, even if the someone is wrong. Hmmm. The remedy is designed to shift you to creations, so that you can break the rule - like "regardlessly" - and still be effective.

 The constant thought of what more could I do needs replacement with the thought of how well I am doing. The subject always seeks to learn more, do better, do more. Yet they do not see themselves on a treadmill of discarding their current ability. To take this remedy is to take a step from being a human "doing" to being a human being. With this affliction, the subject rarely encourages themselves that they are already on the right path. The encouragement of this remedy is that who you are and what you do is working better than you realize.

 The subject with this exaggerated emotion is usually driven past reason or prudence to obtain something or someone. The object of want usually has little to do with the subject's life plan or life strategy. The want may be sparked by any one of several concepts. Sometimes it's because the object is scarce; sometimes because it is "forbidden fruit"; sometimes because it is a fad for peer acceptance. Without this affliction, the reason for wanting the object may be described as, "It looked like a good idea at the time". For an equally substantial (?) reason the object may later be dropped for some other want. With this affliction the want compels the subject to action and he or she simply cannot hear the wisdom of other's advice or even their own inner guidance. Usually the subject learns the hard way that the object does not make sense. Then the subject enters a period of disappointment and/or depression . . . until the next want drives them.

The subject is almost obsessed in wanting a benefit or a something for others. Usually they so discount their own desires or needs that they can't distinguish what they want for others from what they want for themselves. They often justify the position by stating that they are fulfilled by the desire in behalf of other people - that they will be happy if the other is happy. There is sometimes the danger that they want something for another more than the other person wants it for themself. On the one hand this is an admirable altruism that belongs to a saint (which they are often compared to). On the other hand the exaggerated emotion pushes the subject almost out of their own existence. Correspondingly they often alarmingly detract from their own life, their own capabilities and their own values almost to the point of a death wish.